More than a likely chance encounter

I live in a community, not one that I envision or read about, but a community. I see similar people especially because I have a school-age daughter. I was struggling with writing this blog for many days, weeks, maybe years because I am not sure I am being authentic. I read Eckart Tolle’s book, “ A New Earth.” Many concepts I would need to re-read, but some stuck, this time around, when I feel I really don’t take in too much information, there I am taking it in. Tolle spoke extensively on the pain body. It really resonated with me. I realized how much I have operated and made decisions using my pain body. It helped me to see how others have too. That shame in me is shame in them, that we are all universal.

I saw a woman, who lives in my town that I have had legal proceedings with who I had intended on giving my negative energy to, to make her feel the pain I felt after being foreclosed from my property after having paying substantial up front money. But, it’s done. That chapter is over and even though I have some rough terrain ahead of me, that part is over and she is just a woman, a mother, and wife, all roles I know all too well. I said hi with a peaceful energy when I saw her and let down all the guards around me. I continued to see her throughout the week with the same energy field. It was going to happen one way or another because it was more than a likely chance encounter, but I changed the way I interacted by changing my energy to love. I can’t tell you how relieved she must have been, but the secret is…I was the most relieved.