I don’t fit in…

I am not sure if it is ME, many would argue that it is, but I don’t fit in this world most days. I feel so off around people who want to remain “neutral” and avoid any confrontation of any kind and pretend things don’t exist, that tangibly do, it is right in front of you. It makes me feel so confused and OFF energy wise. If we all sat neutral in life, where would we even be? Is it that important to make sure that people are never in a confrontation or ever have a disagreement. But, then when I calm down, I truly realize that it doesn’t matter until it matters to that person, in their time and it affects them.

Everything affects me.

I want to understand someone else when they are suffering, when they are upset, sad, ashamed, whatever it is. I want to see it from their perspective understand it and make a change. I realize many don’t want to be “involved” When I talk to people as passionate as I am, it is clear how alone we all feel…the reality is we are the sleeper cells who stay alone because we don’t want to be bothered by nonsense, but then it begs the question, what is nonsense.

If we all sit around and pretend that nothing is wrong because we are afraid of conflict where would we be? What is the answer?